I know I’m late- but as I recently got back from Düsseldorf I wasn’t able to post until now… The new year has begun. And I think it will change a lot for me. I will move out, start to study in a new country and begin to explore a new culture. I’ll start to learn Latvian.
As each and everyone of you, I want to make the new year a better one, a more successive one, a nicer one.
I have some resolutions- I actually have some. For the first time of my life I am wondering how to make something better – just for myself and without any kind of reasoning except my own feelings. Its new to me but whatever.
- Coming out to my family.
I am having a relationship to another girl for about six months now. It is wonderful and one of the best things that ever happened to me. However my family doesn’t know about it yet and speaking in terms of general security and wellbeing I wouldn’t tell them at all… but it doesn’t work like this. I want to tell them, I want to be open and safe and able to tell them how happy I am.*
- Take more pictures
It’s explaining itself isn’t it?
- show my pictures around
As I need some kind of income in Latvia, I consider showing my pictures to some people and asking them for a job. I couldn’t work at a Latvian newspaper because my Latvian is still limited to ‘hello’ ‘goodbye’ ‘thanks’ and ‘what (the hell) is this?!’ but maybe some basic kind of work… Helping in a studio- checking the lighting or something like that… I don’t know…
- Get further in martial arts.
there are only two student levels to pass until I’ll be able to apply for the black belt… I want to finish at least one step until the end of this year.
I will let you know at the end of this year how far i came and what I did- maybe I’ll reach nothing after all, maybe i’ll be able to obtain everything… But how should I know if I never tried.
*In case you know me and feel like ‘spreading the news’ now- there are about five people knowing I blog here and knowing who I am. I know that you were the ones doing this and I will tell you how many different kinds of fucked up you are 😉 So please leave it to me.